?

2009-12-07T14:16:00.001+08:00

headingtoground.bs.com

2009-10-13T00:24:00.002+08:00

end-of-years are finally over!
so what?
i screwed up both of my maths papers...

whats more?
that wang jian is screwing up my post-exam life.
he called up my parents last night and told them a whole lot of nonsense.

and now,
my parents are forcing me to start studying for o'level chinese,
just right after the end-of year exams.

adding to that,
im suppose to attend his...
time-wasting,
energy-consuming
and unfruitful remedials.
where i don't learn a single thing.

how can you expect me to get fantastic chinese results with this sort of teacher?
if he's a dedicated teacher,
and complains about me to my parents,
im fine with it.

BUT!
the problem is,
HE'S NOT a dedicated teacher.

and yet he told my parents all that bullshit,
landing me in this pathetic state,
during post-exam period.

im just speechless.

chuseok!

2009-10-04T21:00:00.004+08:00

SORRY SORRY:

Smooth Criminal:

Epic Stuff: 0:44 - 0:46

Into The New World:

happy thanksgiving everybody :)

= On Hiatus =

2009-09-23T22:08:00.002+08:00

happy b'day clayboy!
thank you for everything,
from the chocolates
to the friendship and batchship we share.

12 days to EOY,
mug.
cca might be burning away my studying time,
but i believe the problem lies with me.

dont talk to me about time management,bushido!

incheon korean wave festival

2009-09-12T21:29:00.003+08:00

Love Sick & I Hope - F.T Island

Scar & Juliette - SHINee

Wanna & Mister - KARA

Again & Again & I Hate You

Gee & Tell Me Your Wish (Genie) - SNSD

SORRY SORRY - Super Junior

the fall.

2009-09-09T10:06:00.003+08:00

seriously,
do all those netizens and antis
really have nothing better to do?
always trying to pick on the small mistakes
the celebrities made in the past.

2PM had only recently rose to glory,
this incident would only mean the fall in their popularity.
they are currently like a flock of sheep,
lost,
without a shepherd or a leader to guide them anymore.

lets just hope for the better,
that JYP would be able to solve this crisis asap.
and to jay park (also known as jaeboem,former leader of 2PM)...

you'll be missed.

SME's real deal

2009-09-05T23:21:00.003+08:00

come,come,come,come on baby.

la-cha la-cha ta ta

2009-09-03T18:53:00.000+08:00

love class

2009-09-01T20:02:00.002+08:00

happy teachers' day!

heartbreaker

2009-08-30T17:29:00.003+08:00

you're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker.

deja vu

2009-08-29T21:32:00.005+08:00

went bugis with:
playmaker,hh,clayboy and mr curls.

walked the whole bugis street...
just to find hh's skinnies,
white skinnies.
and he only bought one pair...

master of the quarter.

f(x)!

2009-08-25T21:06:00.002+08:00

every SME group is promising.

i dont care

2009-08-23T21:14:00.002+08:00

she calls me a failure.
if she wasnt a failure,
would i be one?
it starts now.

= On Hiatus =

number one one one

2009-08-20T17:07:00.004+08:00

i faltered.
mug.
mug.
mug.
mug.
mug.
own everybody at eoy.

2009-08-15T20:58:00.004+08:00

still loveee this song :D

weekends shall no longer be boring
cause EPL kicks off today :D !

atc another day.

soweoneul malhaebwa.

2009-08-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

Tell Me Your Wish - 2PM + SHINee + MC Mong

Tell Me Your Wish - SNSD

안녕 소녀시대!

080809 MBC Music Core!

2009-08-08T17:55:00.003+08:00

COMEBACK STAGE:

Love Class - Mighty Mouth feat. Hyuna (4MINUTE)

GOODBYE STAGE:

Juliette (remix version) - SHINee

SPECIAL STAGE:

Intro (Trot Ver.) + I Hope - F.T. Island

Hot Issue - 4MINUTE

Lovable + Wanna - KARA

SORRY SORRY - SNSD

Tell Me Your Wish (Genie) - SNSD

day by day.

2009-08-07T20:47:00.003+08:00

lord of the flies.
bloody waste of time.

ndp.
screwed,
screwed
and more screwed.
considering that we didnt even have a rehearsal with a full contigent,
its not that bad.
good job everyone.

i do not want to celebrate another national day in singapore.

2009-08-04T21:26:00.002+08:00

SNSD's kid-leader taeyeon :D

uber cute.
watch till 2.07,
cuteness ends there D:

mirotic.

2009-08-02T20:31:00.005+08:00

lets hope this wouldnt be their last korean mv

seeing the confirmants today,
i realised im only one year away.

following weeks are to be hectic -.-
tests,
lotf perf,
ndp,
exams,
cca
and compulsory events for confirmation.

parents not helping at all,
they just nag and nag the whole day.
"play whole day not tired isit!?"
listening to them is even more tiring...
sibling annoys me.
i have come to the age where our parents do not trust us anymore.

i wanna work under SME someday :/

one year later

2009-08-01T17:09:00.004+08:00

to ronald:
cant wait to leave this sickening world?
you mean country isit -.-
cant wait to die hurhurhur.

anyway,
fantastic duet.
what more can i say?
ok maybe onew did screw up his part.

onew and sica ftw.

if.

2009-07-31T22:21:00.007+08:00

im tired.
parents' incessant nagging.
exams.
cca.
bio and chem SPA screwed like wtf?

when will i be able to leave?

crack,crack,crack,crack.

2009-07-24T23:07:00.007+08:00

STRONG BABY - seungri solo

troubled.
especially with cca.
see the squad like that,
cant help but to feel heartbroken.

guys,
cooperate with jeff.
he's already so busy as president of student council,
dont cause him so much trouble.
try to help him as much as we can.
jeff arh,remain STRONG,BABY!

so much stuff coming up...
heritage project,national day parade,survival training camp,promotion test,annual and recreation camp planning.
-.-
better start revising for CA2 :/

as a nco,
you serve.
as a cadet,
you are served.

he's back.

say B-I-G to the bang

2009-07-22T20:28:00.004+08:00

hmm...
what should i say?
o'level listening compre was easy.
but after hearing a variation of answers,
im kinda worried now -.-

it was a live broadcast
from symphony 92.4 fm radio channel.
good music,good life.

heard classical music for half an hour -.-
funny thing is...
yishen fell asleep,
LOL.
then the invigilator gave him a painful pat on the back
which awakened him.

after listening went to watch half-blood prince again -.-
watching it the second time,
i realised that it wasnt that bad.
other than the anti-climax ending,
i thought that the rest of the movie was not bad.

2 more h1n1 deaths in singapore...
if they are so afraid,
why not just close the schools?

emma watson <3

2009-07-19T20:16:00.004+08:00

UEE :D

half-blood prince.

2009-07-18T23:23:00.006+08:00

half-blood prince,
wasted half of my weekend money.

whats hot?
- definitely emma watson's appearance at slughorn's x'mas party in a lowcut gown.
- cursed katie bell *open your mouth wide and say ah!*
- fenrir greyback's face
- alan rickman and rupert grint acting
- dumbledore's senility
- special effects from the cave scene,attack on the burrow etc.

whats not?
- definitely not the fugly lavender brown *oh my ronron!*
- harry potter didnt feature much during the quidditch match (even though he was the griffindor quidditch captain + seeker)
attention focused on the keeper ron weasley (who got kissed by the fugly lavender brown after the match)
- lack of fighting scenes
- draco malfoy (who got owned by harry potter's sectumsempra)
- no adult voldermort

ending?
damn anticlimax.
snape: avada kedevra!
*dumbledore falls off astronomy tower*

snape+malfoy+bellatrix+death eaters all zhao
bellatrix set fire on hagrid's hut on the way out for fun
harry potter: FIGHT BACK YOU COWARD! FIGHT BACK!

less than half the school was there to surround dumbledore's corpse,
how loyal.
harry went over to cover dumbledore's eyes,
ginny conforms him,
everybody starts weeping.

mcgonagall raises her wand to the sky,
the students monkey see monkey do,
all present raised their wands,
death mark disintergrates...

hawkes flew,
harry,hermoine and ron decided to be drop-outs to go after voldemort's useless horcruxes,
movie ends.

best part?
to me la,
dumbledore begging harry potter.

anyway,
is it just me,
or did they cut out the attack on the muggle world and diagon alley scenes?

will deathly hallows be another disappointment?

2009-07-15T22:02:00.004+08:00

sweet blue dresses :D

removed tagboard.
why?
no one tags,
so why bother?
i myself dont even tag nor reply tags.

i have this feeling that people hate me.
i seriously rather be alone.
what are friends?
they only come after you when they need help.

sometimes i wish i was born earlier,
like i would i be 20 by now.
ORD,
knowing about snsd by then isnt really too late...

no one played properly today.
mainly because of "that"...
left foot toe skin got burned off by friction :(
friends for sale,
im gonna save poor lennard tong from you-know-who's clutches no matter what.

in god we trust.

distraught

2009-07-13T19:32:00.002+08:00

this was why i said i wanna spend every minute of my life with them.
i was distraught upon hearing the news.
he is a fantastic friend,
approachable,forgiving and always there to give a helping hand.
however,
the world was unfair enough to land him in this current state.

to "fantastic friend":
really hope you recover soon,
stay optimistic
and you'll pull through in no time.
contracting illnesses is something we just cannot avoid in life :)

to my very special "them":
wipe away all tears,
no worries,
he'll pull through.
what we can do now is to give him our utmost support
and to pray for him.
life must go on,
stay positive :) !

here's something to cheer you guys up :D
well i mean it did cheer me up la -.-

sica is so adorable that she can cheer everyone up :)

in god we trust.

2009-07-11T13:13:00.003+08:00

sica is hot la.

it's been a long time since i played ball with my squadmates.
since taking over,
the time we spent together as a squad only got lesser.
this is why i wanna spend every minute of my life with them while i can.

because after we pass out,
the chances of us
joking with one another,
playing ball together
will also get lesser.

most probably due to the fact that most of us
would be busy studying for our Os.
when that day comes,
i'll hold back my tears.

it's always difficult to bid farewell.

2009-07-10T22:32:00.003+08:00

had my o'level chinese oral examination today...
feeling alot carefree now that it is over :D
so nervous that i kept "er...er...er..."
basically,
it was screwed -.-

cant wait for HP and the half-blood prince :(
hope CCA stops for at least one more week,
so i can watch the film next friday :D

whos with me!?

sorry sorry sorry sorry

2009-07-03T23:13:00.004+08:00

SORRY SORRY - SUPER JUNIOR (ORGINAL VERSION)

SORRY SORRY - SNSD (ACOUSTIC VERSION)

969 CASES AND COUNTING...

2009-06-29T21:45:00.011+08:00

school term begins -.-
o'level chinese oral coming soon :(
really hope H1N1 worsens :/
looking forward to friday :D
enjoy the legs :D

599 CASES AND COUNTING...

things just can't get any better for me :/

2009-06-23T23:38:00.014+08:00

SNSD's Album Release Postponed to June 29

SNSD's second mini album "소원을 말해봐(Genie)" was postponed to June 29.

SM Entertainment said "We used military icons on album cover, however it was interpreted and understood in a way we didn't expected. So we are planning to delete the part and put an icon of Korean supersonic jet T-50."

Therefore, album release date was postponed from 25th to 29th. Also MP3 release date was changed. Only "Etude" will be released on 25th and the rest are going to be released on 29th at various online stores.

Meanwhile, SNSD will begin promoting 소원을 말해봐(Genie) from KBS MusicBank on 26th.

Source: http://soshified.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=19800

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
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Schools to re-open as scheduled despite H1N1 situation

SINGAPORE: Health Minister Khaw Boon Wan has said schools will re-open and the Asian Youth Games and National Day celebrations will carry on.

However, recently-returned students who have travelled to affected countries will stay at home for one week before joining their classmates when schools re-open on Monday.

The Ministry of Education (MOE) will provide more details soon, added Mr Khaw.

The health minister was speaking at a news conference on Monday to give an update on the latest developments on the Influenza A(H1N1) situation.

Mr Khaw said that overall, life must continue as normally as possible, with targeted control measures.

One of them would be to close a school when a significant cluster is found so as to break the transmission, or to isolate a competing team from other athletes as was done with the Filipino and the Hong Kong football players.

Mr Khaw also revealed that the scientific committee, chaired by the Director of Medical Services, is effectively evaluating the characteristics and the genome of the virus.

The committee has determined that the H1N1 virus in Singapore remains identical with that in North America.

Hence, the consensus view was that the virus remains moderate-risk and Singaporeans need not panic over the development that there is now community spread in the country.

Mr Khaw is confident that almost all infected cases will be able to recover fully and that Tamiflu and Relenza remain effective against the disease.

He, however, added: "But I thought I should explain that moderate risk does not mean no death. Just like the seasonal flu, there will be some deaths. That's why we need to target the high-risk patients, especially those with underlying medical conditions and to render the best chance of a full recovery.

"And that is why we need to allow our hospitals to be able to focus on the high-risk cases and not be distracted or overwhelmed by hundreds of mild cases."

Among those in the high risk include pregnant mothers, people with asthma, those on kidney dialysis or on chemotherapy.

The Health Ministry intends to advise these groups of patients with direct mailers of what they can do to protect themselves.

The ministry is also gearing up all its polyclinics and a few hundred general practitioners to treat suspected H1N1 cases in Singapore.

Giving details of measures to tackle a wider community spread of the influenza, Mr Khaw explained that these will be called Pandemic Preparedness Clinics or PPCs and they can be recognised by their decal to handle walk-in suspect cases.

These clinics will only refer some categories of high-risk suspect patients to public hospitals. Mr Khaw said the Health Ministry will publicise to Singaporeans where these clinics are so they know where to seek advice.

He explained: "When the local bio-surveillance data confirms significant community spread and we need to move from containment to full mitigation, we will signal to the public to use these PPCs instead of going to the hospitals if their flu conditions are mild. And this may happen over the next few days."

The health minister also revealed that the government would secure adequate supplies of the H1N1 vaccine for the population.

Besides the existing supply contract with the vaccine manufacturer, Mr Khaw said the ministry is also in active negotiations with other vaccine manufacturers. The aim is to diversify the supply of H1N1 vaccines.

Concluding, Mr Khaw said that last week has been eventful in the development of the outbreak in Singapore and the ministry has expected this development, given the large number of travellers returning from their June holidays.

But he said seven-week head start in battling the virus has been extremely useful, allowing the government to gear up its system for the community spread phase of the outbreak.

His advice to Singaporeans is to carry on with their lives normally, but keep up the high standard of personal hygiene.

Source: http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm

i think he'll lose his job next week.
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School staff and students returning from H1N1 affected countries will have to stay away from school for 7-days.

It's a good move since only some travelled	7%	273
It's better to keep schools closed a week with home-based learning in place	92%	3607
Not sure	1 %	50

Source: http://www.channelnewsasia.com/polls/index.php?id=253&ranid=3614

the admin of channelnewsasia.com tried to be funny -.-
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SHAWN TAN,WHY DID YOU JOIN MY CHEM TUITION!?

2009-06-07T22:34:00.003+08:00

Date: 27th June 2009

Time: 3pm (1 Hour)

Venue: Dragonfly @ St James Powerstation

Ticket Price: SGD$100

i wanna go :(

2009-06-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

사랑한다고 그댈 잡으면 떠날 것 같아
그대 떠나면 다신 사랑을 못할 것 같아
그대 내 사람인 것만 같아서
보내야만 하는 그댄데 나의 가슴이 말을 잘 안들어

2009-06-05T23:05:00.003+08:00

currently topping korea's internet searches.

2009-06-03T22:32:00.002+08:00

definitely the world's most profilic striker.

2009-05-31T15:19:00.003+08:00

Size and Weight
Height: 4.1 inches (110 mm)
Width: 2.4 inches (61.8 mm)
Depth: 0.33 inch (8.5 mm)
Weight: 4.05 ounces (115 grams)

Display
3.5-inch (diagonal) Multi-Touch color LCD
320 by 480 pixels at 163 ppi

Capacity
8GB, 16GB, or 32GB flash drive1
Holds up to 1,750, 3,500, or 7,000 songs in 128-Kbps AAC format5
Holds up to 10,000, 20,000, or 25,000 iPod-viewable photos5
Holds up to 10 hours, 20 hours, or 40 hours of video

Audio
Frequency response: 20Hz to 20,000Hz
Audio formats supported: AAC (16 to 320 Kbps), Protected AAC (from iTunes Store), MP3 (16 to 320 Kbps), MP3 VBR, Audible (formats 2, 3, and 4), Apple Lossless, AIFF, and WAV

Video
H.264 video, up to 1.5 Mbps, 640 by 480 pixels, 30 frames per second, Low-Complexity version of the H.264 Baseline Profile with AAC-LC audio up to 160 Kbps, 48kHz, stereo audio in .m4v, .mp4, and .mov file formats; H.264 video, up to 2.5 Mbps, 640 by 480 pixels, 30 frames per second, Baseline Profile up to Level 3.0 with AAC-LC audio up to 160 Kbps, 48kHz, stereo audio in .m4v, .mp4, and .mov file formats; MPEG-4 video, up to 2.5 Mbps, 640 by 480 pixels, 30 frames per second, Simple Profile with AAC-LC audio up to 160 Kbps, 48kHz, stereo audio in .m4v, .mp4, and .mov file formats.

Battery
Built-in rechargeable lithium ion battery
Music playback time: Up to 36 hours when fully charged
Video playback time: Up to 6 hours when fully charged

i want :(

2009-05-19T21:29:00.004+08:00

going for tuition after exams really kills the mood -.-
results screwed,
parents nagged,
i have gone nuts.

i want my chem paper 2 back,
i want my 3 marks,
i want to get into hall of fame for chem.
i terribly want to upload videos onto my psp :(

must finish cinderella man ep 6-8 by thurs.

2009-05-18T20:14:00.003+08:00

i might look optimistic on the outside,
but the inside tells a different story.
i keep telling myself to resist,
to bear.
i told myself to wait a few more years.

but i doubt i could do this,
i cant resist any longer.
im really puzzled at times,
how can a man nag more than a woman?

i'll just pray,
pray that one day,
one of my relatives decides to migrate "there",
i'll follow him or her "there".

in god we trust.

2009-05-16T22:22:00.004+08:00

happy b'day peizheng!

i feel really really sorry for not being able to come for your b'day party :(
something serious cropped up at home,
dont want to reveal any further than that.

being dependant on others most of the time,
i doubt a 16 year old boy can survive on his own in a foreign country.
i'll serve two years of national service first,
before i come to a conclusion.
maybe i'll only move when i go to university.

anyways,
congrats to the following people.
lim chew-on-it yang a.k.a peter- cmc exco projects manager,
xuanyu lee- cmc exco secretary,
jeffrey chai a.k.a ah choi!- sc exco president,
lee guan jie a.k.a guan sai- sc exco vice-president.

try solving the problem first instead of nagging at me.

2009-05-14T20:02:00.002+08:00

scriptcheck day 3!
congrats ronald,
full marks for amaths -.-

chem,
section B pulled me down.
lucky mcq 28/30,
or else i could have said goodbye to my A2.
paper 2 under review,
if i get my 3 marks,
i would be able to enter hall of fame :D
current total: 73.5

amaths B4,
geog C5.
english paper 1 B4
tmr checking pure hist,SS and bio.
omg i dont wanna fail any of my humans!
hoping for a pass,C6 or C5.
i want my A1 for bio :( !

watching CHMA auditions today was fun :D !

2009-05-13T22:30:00.004+08:00

scriptcheck day 2!
congrats to clayton for toping physics hall of fame with 88 marks!
omg,how he study one la -.-

physics,
played boxhead in the library -.-

emaths,
really nothing to say.
paper 2 did pretty well,
paper 1 pulled down marks.
from B4 drop to C5,
don't even mention A2.

chem
didnt get into hall of fame :(
what's more depressing?
hall of fame only 2 students from double science class -.-
both china scholars somemore -.-
lowest score in hall of fame?
75 marks,A1...
i think MYE is used to warn us.

currently no As for any subject,
really pray my chem 75 marks,A1.
like that how to achieve 7-8 A1s for Os?
how do i get what i want?

well,im gonna bloody mug for CA2 and EOY,
own all the triple science students,
and get into hall of fame for EOY.
i have the store key in my hands,
mugging in the store has been made possible.
full force mug after restful may.

will talk more about training another day...

I'll show the world I can reach the top.

2009-05-12T20:03:00.007+08:00

scriptcheck day 1!
checked english paper 2,HCL paper 1 and 2 today.
english paper 2 was omg.

the 3 pyramids of giza trampled over the sec 3 cohort.
causing more than 3/4 of the cohort to fail compre.
i got 9/25 for compre,LOL :D !

luckily,
my summary pulled me up and i passed with non-flying colours.
i got 17.5/25 for summary :D !
actually got 18.5,
but loss 1 mark because i didnt have the time to write down the number of words -.-
total: 26.5/50 -.-

will explain why i skipped HCL scriptcheck and the stupid chinese cultural shit another day -.-
i want my HCL paper 2 :( !
hope i passed.
checking emaths paper tmr :D !
hope i can finally get an A1 for maths.

entered store today :D
will take my time to further explore its treasures another day.
store cleaning on saturday :D !
store key currently with zhengqian :(
31st batch NCO council structure above.

if i say i'll do it,i will do it.

2009-05-11T21:49:00.002+08:00

i wanna leave this pathetic home asap.
i wanna live alone in another country.
i feel as though as im being restrained.
incessant nagging in my head,
why must i listen?

im planning to leave singapore before i turn 17,
after collecting O results.
im gonna work hard for Os,
im gonna do well for Os,
in order to convince my grandmother,
to persuade my parents to let me study overseas.

i wanna learn Hangul :D !

2009-05-10T12:48:00.003+08:00

time flies,
after a month of countdown,
and 2 over years of hardship,
we have finally taken over.

to those who got the post they wanted,
congrats.
while those who did not get the post you wanted,
be content and work harder towards your goals.
council structure another time.

concert was fun,
musical chairs became an excessively violent game.
mr yong bought cakes for 30th batch,
and we lit the candles 3 times until all the candles melted because we thought the game and performance was going to end -.-

after concert went to clayton's house for overnight stay.
talked mostly about cca and posts stuff throughout the night.
couldnt access soshified to watch cinderella man,we got married and kko kko tours :(
went to macs for supper and breakfast :D

dreaded mid-years are finally over :D
but next week is gonna be hiong :(
scriptcheck everyday -.-
lucky tmr holiday in lieu of vesak day :)
getting store key on tuesday after school :D

i will only reveal everything after i pass out.

2009-05-06T19:40:00.002+08:00

happy b'day andre! (5 may)
happy b'day to me :D ! (6 may)

yeah,im 15.
many thanks to ronald,andre and noel for b'day greetings.
first few to greet me after half the day was gone.
really mean alot to me :D

mye till now,
english paper 2.chinese paper 1 and 2,humans paper all screwed.
today's chem and amaths was ok.
looking forward to emaths and bio :D

npcc day parade cancelled,
can put my prayer boy worries aside :D

and somehow we are only 48 hours from POP.
omg.
going to take over very soon :/

2009-04-30T19:09:00.003+08:00

stupid swine flu pandemic -.-
my fever almost caused me to be taken home,
even before i took my first paper.

but somehow i regret not being taken home :(
i screwed up history,
BIG TIME!
-.-

labour day tmr :) !
can wake up late,
eat,
study
and sleep again :D !

2009-04-29T16:10:00.002+08:00

when i say *poof!*,
you will play dead
till i say *poof!* again.
ok,
*POOF!*

2 down,10 left.

2009-04-27T15:07:00.003+08:00

still feverish :(
end of HBL day 1 :)
i didnt do SS QUIZ 1 :O
dont know whether mr danny tan will screw me up or not D:

ok i shall go sleep now,
wake up,
and hardcore study geog,hist and english :D

gee gee gee gee baby baby baby :D !

2009-04-26T13:56:00.006+08:00

feeling feverish and giddy now :(
throat hurts,
fatigue has got the better of me D:

i still have chem tuition in 1/2 hours time.
will i be able to stay awake and concentrate?
or
will i just let myself rot there and waste away 2 hours of my precious time?
i think i shall just come back and take a nap later :D

and tmr's home-based learning :/
2 days to MYE
10 days to 15 :D
11 days to NPCC day
12 days to POP

2009-04-25T23:11:00.006+08:00

i can't believe it,
time really flies.
after all we have been through these 2 years,
13 days later,
we will be taking over.

current feelings now?
half excited,half dreading it.
maybe due to assignment of posts?

just can't seem to put myself to study.
today's maths remedial was a waste of time.
bloody 3-3,noisy like hell.

screwed up emaths test,
partly my fault because i didnt study for it.
i hate to admit,
but i hate maths.

2009-04-23T19:03:00.003+08:00

congrats to
-CHSCO
-CHS EL DRAMA

for attaining GOLD WITH HONOURS at SYF'09!

2009-04-22T21:43:00.005+08:00

"I have no friends, I am a real burden in my family..." - from Bryan Nicholas's handbook.

I believe Bryan deserves more respect,care and understanding than anyone else.

I want to take this chance,on behalf of everyone,and especially myself to say...
SORRY BRYAN D: !

cinderella man!

2009-04-21T20:49:00.010+08:00

cinderella man!

kwon sang woo's (2nd from left) acting is fab :D
so is yoona's (3rd from left) :D
can't wait for episode 3 :D

2009-04-20T21:37:00.005+08:00

Music Video Code by FootyFilms.com

way better than macheda's goal

2009-04-17T20:33:00.003+08:00

congrats to...
CHS modern dance for attaining GOLD WITH HONOURS at SYF'09
yuk tim ncc air csm'09-10
ian sjab csm'09-10
guan jie sjab asm'09-10

i envy those who have taken over :(
i still have 21 days to go :(

all this temptation,
i really wanna fly away asap la -.-

to CHSEBC...
all of you have tried your best,
don't be too disappointed.
i applaud you guys.

i dun wanna go for npap tmr :( !

2009-04-16T21:28:00.002+08:00

im gonna finish these things off by this weekend:

1.amaths
2.sec 2 emaths
3.chem
4.hist. treaty of versailles essays 10-15

plans

2009-04-15T21:48:00.003+08:00

i have decided to migrate to a foreign country to study after i get my degree.
sick and tired of life in singapore and at home.

i wanna fly away.

If

2009-04-12T20:11:00.004+08:00

naggings,
pressure,
irritation,
temptations.

i wanna leave this house.
when i get older,
i wanna migrate to a foreign country,
alone.

most probably seoul,south korea,
see SNSD.
or london,
go to anfield every weekend.
see liverpool play.

i maybe young but i tend to have deep thoughts.
i remember when i was younger,
whenever i go to bed,
i start to think about certain things,
like death.

everytime i thought about the pain and suffering of death,
the last breath i was going to take,
i start to cry.
i really don't know where i would be taken to if i ever leave this world.

i wasted away the past three days of my life,
slacking instead of studying.
i have an amaths test tmr which i haven even started studying for it.
gee is as addictive as estacy

i have my sounds to accompany me.

things fall apart

2009-04-07T22:07:00.003+08:00

my version of things fall apart?

my family is falling apart,
my mum and dad can quarrel over the phone for hours without stopping.
and i don't know nor can do anything about it...

i want to leave this house.
i want to leave for a certain place.
my kind of paradise...

exams are coming.
i cant seem to put myself to study.
nor to say sleep...

i need music to numb me.
but this volume just ain't enough to put a troubled heart to rest.
what should i do?

wait for things to come by on their own?
that will never happen in real life,
it doesnt even happen in fairytales or love stories...

i must do something about this,fast.
before it worsens.
i must...

not even an emotional song can describe my current feelings...

2009-04-04T22:24:00.006+08:00

congrats to CHSSB for attaining GOLD WITH HONOURS at SYF'09!

PNCO yesterday
i smile too much :/
must change this habit

screwed up chem test -.-
bio and geog test on monday,
haven started studying for them yet ._.

2.4 improved by 1.13 minutes :)
5 stations on monday :/

34 days and counting...

2009-03-27T21:52:00.003+08:00

survived the first week of school :/
ran 2.4 today,
13.17 -.-
must train.

looking forward to next week
PNCO
fulham vs liverpool

and i've grown taller :D
i was 172 in january,
measured yesterday and was 179 :D
7cm in 2 months :D
dont be jealous la HH and LL :P

41 days to POP 2009
33 days to MYE

2009-03-25T19:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY LEE XUANYU!!! (21 march)
happy b'day dylan! (24 march)

term 2 has started.
one word,
hectic D:
already having 2 tests in week one.
emaths and english "an inspector calls" test.

and somehow i regret not working hard for my HCL last term :(
cause now i have been transferred to wangjian's class -,-
i will make sure i do well for my HCL this term,
so i can go back to huang meilian's class :D

PNCO next friday :/
taking my own squad :O
along with jeffrey,chinsiong and gavin.
confirm damn malu one -.-
and we're suppose to teach them slow march for drills and advanced knots for campcraft...

bleh la.

a draw which just had to be drawn

2009-03-20T19:28:00.008+08:00

UEFA Champions League 2008/2009 Quarter-final Draw

Quarter-finals:
Match 1: Villareal CF (ESP) vs Arsenal FC (ENG)
Match 2: Manchester United FC (ENG) vs Porto FC (POR)
Match 3: Liverpool FC (ENG) vs Chelsea FC (ENG)
Match 4: FC Barcelona (ESP) vs FC Bayern Munich (GER)

Semi-finals:
Match 1: Manchester United FC (ENG) or FC Porto (POR) vs Villarreal CF (ESP) or Arsenal FC (ENG)
Match 2: FC Barcelona (ESP) or FC Bayern Munich (GER) vs Liverpool FC (ENG) or Chelsea FC (ENG)

sprained ankle today,ow :( !
but got my earphones :D !
congrats to all those N-LAND peeps who got their 2nd/3rd sergeant respectively :)
and wtf!?
brandon got 2nd sergeant!?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

2009-03-19T22:43:00.003+08:00

got my haircut today :D
X-country tmr :/
my knee's injured and along with it comes a calf strain :(

its thurs already today :O
approximately 1 hour to friday on my clock.
sad to say but...
the march holidays are coming to an end :(
and i haven started on my homework D:

anyways,
DESPERATELY looking for SE earphones!!!
life with only one side of my earphones working is unbearable :(

results...

2009-03-17T21:46:00.004+08:00

ENG- C5
HCL- C6
EMATH- B4
AMATH- C6
CHEM- A1
BIO- A2
HIST- C5
COMB. HUMANS- B3

L1R5: 20
AVG: 62.2% B4

just disappointing -.-
must improve...

watch out for MyE!

2009-03-11T21:19:00.003+08:00

happy b'day jeffrey choi :D !

i'm definitely not going to london and paris.
mainly because the school only allows 30 students maximum to go for the trip :(
and when i saw the number of people who were rushing and queuing up for the application forms for the trip,
i immediately gave up -.-

and why do we have to fking visit stamford bridge and not anfield!?
btw,
LFC thrashed RMCF 4-0 at anfield this morning to qualify for champions league quarter final :D

im starting to fall in love with this korean group called girls generation :D
it is made up of 9 members (all girls of course)
and they are so kawaiyi-neh :D !
Yuri is the <3 :D !
they sing well too :D !

i want an IPhone :( !

past,present and future

2009-03-08T00:11:00.004+08:00

tuesday: i shot an air pistol
thursday: i didnt get marksman :(
friday: i ran around bishan park
today: i talked to JWLIM senior
tommorrow: i have to go for chem tuition and get my hair cut
some day after 15th march: i have to watch dragonball revolution
however,the question is...

who wants to watch with me ._. ?

flagged

2009-03-01T15:17:00.004+08:00

had CIP yesterday :)
was selling Singapore Heart Foundation flag at orchard.
me,zhenyu,luis,javier and brian foo,
formed a barricade at the entrance of orchard mrt station(ion orchard).
it's more of a ERP gantry,
people take escalator to entrance,
then they must pay to exit.

many things happened yesterday too:

1. there was this old man selling tissue paper near us,then he donated his earnings to javier o0
(after which javier bought 3 packets of tissue from him for $1)

2. many eurasians gave excuses like "sorry,i've got no change." and "my notes are in the bank.".
the latter was implying that they didnt have money.

3. a roadsweeper donated 20 cents to javier which he found on the floor while sweeping cause he didnt know what to do with it,lol.

and i realised that girls really overpower guys ._.
many people walk pass us,
however,
they donated to the girls from i-dunno-which-school who were camping outside the entrance o0
maybe because girls are more proactive than guys?

benitez decides not to throw in the towel,however,i have decided to write off liverpool's title hopes.

over,for now...

2009-02-27T22:27:00.004+08:00

CA1 is officially over.

mdm wong pushing us like crazy,
2 CL papers + zuo wen by tuesday...
mrs chua also,
3 chem worksheets by monday...
where's my relaxation?
i still have CIP tmr -.-

then today's trng really really sian -.-
maybe its due to the attendance?
next week will be hectic :O
classification shoot,cross country cum land division visit

time is moving ahead of me

D:

2009-02-17T21:08:00.004+08:00

Track 3 for this post pls :)

happy b'day kairong :D ! (15 feb)
happy b'day nick wee :D ! (17 feb)

our reign as OALs has come to an end.
instead of us knocking people down,
we're gonna return to the life of being knocked down by our seniors.

OAL 2008,
it has been memorable.
the weird night camp activities we did (like calling mcdelivery in the middle of the night during BURST),
the fun we had,
and most importantly,
the friendship we had.

i made great friends throughout this journey.
like KEN SADIST SEAH,dylan and many others.
i will never forget this brotherhood of ours.

thanks for the memories OAL 2008...

P.S: 5 more days to CA1.
P.S.S: 266 days left to chinese Os.
P.S.S.S: post about sec 2 camp another day.

:D

2009-02-12T17:58:00.003+08:00

secured my 35% for bio by scoring 35/45 for my bio class test :D
A1!
but i just scraped -.-

sec 2 camp tmr :D
in charge of joseph A along with noel,KEN SADIST SEAH,keane and lik xian<-- =.="

it's our last duty guys,let's do it well :D !

random...

2009-02-11T22:05:00.002+08:00

was on the MRT to school today...
then there was this middle-age man who kept talking to himself -.-
then he started talking to me...

man: BAI JIA ZI!
me: *wtf!? ignored him*
man: young man, why didnt you continue to play?
i wasnt even playing with anything -.-

then when the train arrived at toa payoh,
before he left,
he told me that i had the right to keep quiet and not answer him?
wtf!?

i got scared out of my wits today by a madman on a MRT :(

pain pain :(

2009-02-10T20:29:00.002+08:00

zzz -.-
today damn suay la,
dunno isit i step on dogshit or something to deserve this type of luck...
today the bloody sports class guy threw a tennis racket which hit my right heel...
i know he didn't do it on purpose but...
PAIN PAIN :(
until now still pain T.T

and Mr Ngiam rocks!
he treated the whole class to pizza today!
it's his last day today...
temporarily only i think o.O
because he's going off to serve the nation T.T
hope he comes back to teach in cat high after NS :D

and and and...
tmr is learning journey -.-
i been to kampong glam more than twice?
sian T.T

failure is not an option.

2009-02-07T21:58:00.004+08:00

chinese remedial today...
yes,another wot...
congrats to gabriel mao,SPL!
and i have decided to devote my time to cca after mid-years...

"If one dream should fall and break into a thousand pieces, never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again."

~Flavia Weedn

change

2009-02-06T21:55:00.007+08:00

More of a standing ovation for me today...

As expected,
I didn't promote to the rank of sergeant.
I'm not disappointed,
Nor am I demoralised.

Instead,
This time's failure is more of a wake up call for me.
I'm gonna pick myself up,
And do better than ever before.
Watch out for me :D !

something which made me laugh during chinese lesson today...
when lin dan wen entered our class today,
suddenly this random guy from my class said:
"wo xi huan qu auditorium."
then the class went LOL...
sly.

The route leading up to my staff sergeant rank has only just began...

MBTI: Who am I?

2009-02-04T21:49:00.002+08:00

ESFJ- Extrovert Sensing Feeling Judging

I'm warm,conscientious,and cooperative.
Wants harmony in my environment,
Works with determination to establish it.
Likes to work with others to complete tasks accurately and on time.
Loyal, follow through even in small matters.
Notices what others need in their day-by-day lives and try to provide it.
Wants to be appreciated for who I am abd for what I contribute.

contemplating...

2009-02-01T15:34:00.002+08:00

contemplating over the posts I want,
who do I want to work with the most,
who do I want to lead us...
I doubt we are even ready to take over the unit...

Pride is a high or inordinate opinion of one's own dignity, importance, merit, or superiority, whether as cherished in the mind or as displayed in bearing, conduct, etc.

half-day!

2009-01-28T15:13:00.002+08:00

great piece of skill from fernando torres.

what a week?

2009-01-23T19:03:00.002+08:00

mon:
BURST session 5...
it was pretty much a proper session,
compared to what we had the previous sessions...

barney flared up again after ben called jerry a gay infront of the sec 1s...
then B.J. went to attitude barney because barney wanted all the group ICs to return to their own groups...
OALs,time for us to grow up already.

wed:
did air rifle shooting during training...
i found out i had potential O.O
topped the squad with a score of 27 points,somehow...

9 in,1 out.
6 of them hit the target,the other 3 didn't even went near it...
i think it's just beginners' luck :/

and air rifle is way much more fun than shooting .22 :D
cause air rifle no recoil and it's way easier to aim :D

thurs/fri:
BURST camp...
camped till this morning...
ordered macs at night,
some of us got pissed off because they paid and yet they didn't get their food :(

and im kinda disappointed with 1-2...
i wanted to debrief them proper,
had many things to say to them,
but they don't give a damn like that,
some said want to sleep,others wanted to do their own stuff...

and they treat night rules like a joke like that...
we even warned them by telling them some stupid ghost stories -.-

tried to do abit of homework,
but fatigue overcame me...
so i went off to sleep at around 1am+ and promised myself to wake up at 3am to finish my homework...
set alarm and slept...
woke up at 2.53am...
then felt comfortable sleeping,
so i just slept on till 5.45am...

some of them even played basketball throughout the night...
half-naked...

woke up,
called sec 1s to arrange tables and chairs and go for breakfast...
basically to end this,
BREAK CAMP...

CNY celebration was a disappointment this year...
especially when we dunno wtf the lion dance troupe doing,
wasted 30 minutes of my life watching their long yet boring performance...

then there were some people nothing better to do,
threw the vegtable leaves and oranges,orange skins around the place -.-

happy lunar new year :) !

off to camp...

2009-01-21T22:24:00.001+08:00

off to camp,
be back on friday...

tired.

2009-01-20T21:33:00.003+08:00

happy b'day junyuan :D !

sleeping under indoor sports hall during BURST camp...
WTF!?
but it's quite cool luhs,
can sleep under the stars,
star-gazing...
although bishan not alot of stars -.-

and CNY celebration ends at normal dismissal time!?
with 4 periods of lessons in the morning!?

too tired to continue...

cca exhibition

2009-01-17T15:54:00.002+08:00

BURST session 4 a.k.a cca exhibition yesterday...
the sec 1s were very rowdy,
didn't pay attention to the presenters,
made alot of noise somemore,
basically,
they are just asking for it on monday.
then alan koh came to complain to ivan about 1-5...

then my class 1-2...
haiz...
while the presenters were talking,
some took book out to read,
others took handphone out to play,
didn't even show respect to the presenters.
tell them keep they say,
"after school already what!". -.-

and english drama club is like wtf!?
they say what don't join UGs because they suck?
waste time doing drills and all the shit pumping?

then i went to help out at NP booth,
help take down names for recruitment.
and 1 sec 1 actually told me to fuck off when i was persuading his friend to put his name down on the list -.- ( wow,talk about respect... )
NP's total recruitment: 103! :D

and i pity ken la...
he got scolded twice yesterday...
first by a bunch of 2-9 people we took during sec 2 camp,
second by a imedia guy,
because the imedia guy thought we wanted to bring the sec 1s to the UG booths,
but actually we were behind schedule and we were heading for the aesthetic booths...

basically,the whole cca exhibition was as boring as every year,
other than the nucleii booth which was rather interesting with much to see...
bah!

en-lightened!

2009-01-15T20:09:00.004+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY NG HONG HUI :D ! (14 jan)

finally done all my homework :D !
i feel en-lightened!
off the load on my shoulders.

IC registration today,
the counter i was queqing up for took damn long -.-
but i skipped chem :D
so it's quite worth it :)

BURST session 3 yesterday,
i shouted at the sec 1s for the first time,
because their timer didn't wait for them.
then i see the timer pump,
he barely bent his elbows -.-

end of session,
yishen and junyuan flared up.
yishen said we suck.
i think the sec 1s can't do drills properly is partly our fault.
this is because we always ask them knock it down when they can't do it properly.
and thus we wasted alot of time knocking them down.
instead,
why not spend the time teaching them how to do drills properly instead of knocking them down right?
so i think we really suck.
just hope we can do better tmr during the cca exhibition :/

and haoyang (chiuyang's bro),
actually called me by my name when he was suppose to call me my name+IC -.-

sadism is everywhere.

busy,busy,busy

2009-01-13T17:02:00.003+08:00

back from sec 2 camp...
details another day...

had sexuality education today with mr peter chew :)
he came into the auditorium and started taking photos of us...
paedophile?

bombarded with homework now...
cat high's o'level results were omgwtfbbq!?
congrats to all :)
I want my half-day mr lee xD !

weekends?

2009-01-08T20:57:00.003+08:00

burst session 2 today...
sucked...
not because of sec 1s,
instead,
it was because of the stupid cca talk,
which caused us to start at 4+...
wasted alot of our precious time :(

then need to rush through all the activities...
then sec 1s the victims,
can't enjoy their burst session :(
they were suppose to have fun today during the team building games :(
but they didn't due to the short period of time we have :(

sec 2 camp tmr...
burning my weekends for it T_T
and i have alot of homework not done -.-
a maths test next week somemore -.-
have to bring homework there to complete -.-
and no stoke city vs liverpool to watch D:
and history rocks :D !

rawr!

final final decision...

2009-01-07T20:52:00.001+08:00

ok,im staying.

final decision...

2009-01-06T19:54:00.004+08:00

first BURST session today...
sucked...
sec 1s seriously suck...
especially my group one...
can't shout...
damn pathetic...

then saw a few sadists today wor...
then i kept laughing at their sadism xD
and i didn't even mention the phrase "knock it down" when i was talking to the sec 1s.
i was so loving and friendly that I didn't even raise my voice at them :)
so thursday then i unleash my prowess,
because thursday they splitted up into their classes liao,
so must be abit more hardcore xP

my danny tan had his first SS lesson with us today.
his kinda humorous :)
with all the ZZ monsters and other stuff.
and i dunno why luhs,
he came into the class,
first thing is he take my book and flip through the pages while smelling it -.-

and i have came down to a conclusion...
to take physics.
and i haven collected my good progress award yet :X

ken seah is a sadist :D

confusion...

2009-01-05T20:08:00.003+08:00

i'm currently in a state of confusion,
between a choice of subjects.
should i take physics and give up on bio?
or should i continue with bio and give up on engineering courses in the future?
i don't know,i really don't...

what if i do not do well for physics?
what if i do not understand mr mccaleenan's lessons?
what if i do not like ms nafizat's teaching?
what if i lose my future?
i don't know,i really don't...

will i be able to adapt and cope with life with my new classamtes and teachers?
thinking about what's around me now...
i think...
i'll stay.

pure hist:ms adeline krishnan
elect geog:mr paul ng

where is the love?

resolution!

2009-01-02T22:03:00.004+08:00

3-5 teachers:
form:mrs anna tan
english:mr lawrence tan
chinese:mdm wong
a+e maths:mrs anna tan
chemistry:mrs valerie chua
biology:mr jeffrey goh
pure history:?
elect geography:?
social studies:mr danny tan
PE:?

got to see the new school t-shirt again...
really no comments.
it tells alot.

and i dunno how gky set the BURST leaders one...
i also dunno why am i part of logistics.
nevertheless,i will still do my job well.

every post is important,
there is no non-important post in a company.

im not sad or angry,
nor will i feel offended if you mock me.
it is only right for someone to be able to accept humility.

if our lord can accept the humility of being crucified on a cross,
why not me?
just because i'm part of logistics?
what i am suffering now cannot be compared to what he has gone through.

and finally,
my new year resolution.
to be able to continue higher chinese next year.

being in upper sec is not a joke anymore.

2009!

2009-01-01T19:50:00.003+08:00

it's 2009.
another year,another adventure ahead.
time flies,
and before you know it,
it's january the first again.

2008 has been a memorable year for me.
but i hope 2009 will be better :/

school starts tmr T_T
and i haven even started on my commonwealth essay.
i shall do it over the weekends and hand it up next week.

upper sec this year le,
more subjects,
more stress,
but i hope i can cope with the stress and excel in my studies.

my targets for CA1:
english:B4
higher chinese:B4
maths:A2
add maths:A2
chem:A1
bio:A1
history(pure):A1
geography(elect):A1
social studies:A1

that's about all.
something to look forward this year?
taking over the unit i think...
and tmr first day after school got training liao -.-

burst sessions start next tues,
next weekend got camp somemore -.-

at least there's something to look forward to this weekend,
preston north end vs liverpool!

happy new year :) !

OAL 2008!

2008-12-30T16:13:00.002+08:00

went for oal meeting today :)
got our oal shirt too :D !
heard jackson sir will be sec1DI next year :(

1 day left to 2009...

rejoice!

2008-12-25T17:31:00.003+08:00

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE :D !

boring x'mas again this year -.-
went for x'mas mass,
went to aunt's house for x'mas party.
practically sat and stone mindlessly infront of the bloody tv at her house for 3 whole hours -.-
then came home.

now sian sian sian -.-
orchard road closed from 1pm-1am -.-
no need go see x'mas lights -.-

and i got presents xD !
1. box of famous amos cookies
2. green puma shirt
3. nike bottle
4. agva multi purpose storage pouch

thanks thanks :D ! ( to those who gave me presents,my cousins! )

and credits to those who bothered to wish me merry x'mas as well :D !
thanks thanks :D !

watching yesman tmr ( boxing day ) !

a child today,a king tommorrow!

silent night!

2008-12-24T19:56:00.003+08:00

woke up with cramps all over my body this morning :(

home alone on x'mas eve night...
dad went for company dinner.
mum and sis went to my aunt's house for x'mas eve party...
i decide to stay at home and spend x'mas eve night alone :)
and i think i made the right choice :)
what a way to spend x'mas eve night :)

was supposed to have cip today :/
but don't know why cancelled -.-
made me worry the whole of yesterday night...
anyway,
who would want to do cip on x'mas eve?
and i wanna go orchard road and see x'mas lights :(

a saviour will be born tonight!

ubin!

2008-12-23T23:57:00.003+08:00

zomg...
today's hike no comments.
came to school already pump like shit.
lucky i cut my hair,
no need pump extra :P

PEACH!
my group people ok la,
just that tze sian was in his own world again,
and some of the sec 1s not very enthu only :/
then also dunno how we win group which completed the most number of checkpoints -.-
we backtrack-ed alot la -.-

i didn't manage to outshine within the group as IC :\
and this year's checkpoint task no pineapple can to break open o.o
we also saw wild boar o.o
my throat kinda sores now after all the screaming,cheering,shouting and singing :(

x'mas eve tmr :/

2008-12-22T12:24:00.009+08:00

ARSENAL 1-1 LIVERPOOL :/

controversial send-off of emmanuel adebayor was deemed useless -.-
despite down with 10 men,
arsenal still managed to ward off liverpool's attacks and claim a point.

but one thing's for sure,
robbie keane proved worthy of that 20 million pound price tag last night.
maybe he will receive x'mas cards from rafa benitez,george gillett and tom hicks.

may i wake up tmr morning to find liverpool still at the top of the table?
i hope so.
maybe neighbours everton will do us a favour by ending chelsea's unbeaten away record.

hike tmr,
and i haven thought of a group cheer -.-
did i mention to you that liverpool's away kit last night was horrible -.- ?

i'm proud to be a daniel agger fan :)

2008-12-21T22:53:00.001+08:00

1 hour to the match...

ARSENAL VS LIVERPOOL

show arsenal what we can do :D !

2008-12-21T11:35:00.002+08:00

mum:im going to OG,who's going with me?
me:*remain silent*
sister:i want go orgy!
*silence in the car for the next few seconds*

wanted to laugh,
but somehow controlled it...

2008-12-20T13:40:00.002+08:00

today nothing much,
just went to see doctor and get a haircut :/

and wtf we get real madrid!? -.-
what kind of draw is this!? -.-